Wednesday, July 11, 2007

I NEVER TOOK ANY DECISION MYSELF

At this time I am really confused and frustrate regarding my thesis. I dont know exactly what am I doing. When I hear others asking me what's your interest, it leaves me most confused. I am asking myself these days what my real interest is. At this point of life I am looking back and visualising how I came in this field. I have been questioning myself is this all that I really wanted to do in my life? I never took any decision myself . And now I am scared of every consequences. How long am I going to study just for the sake of studying? I am not enjoying my work. I am trying to force myself all the time.

2 comments:

Salik Shah said...

feel sad to read this- but you must learn to take up decision about you life on your own...

for me- everything was already there inside my heart- have you read The Alchemist?

look inside- yeas visualizing how you come to where you stand now is a good step- rediscover your love for the field in new ways!

take a break is possible...

if you have the courage to follow your dreams- then I would say move on...

Kumar said...

I think it is high time you take your decision on your own.I assess u r very much committed on your work and there is no reason why u cannot take decision on your own .All the best.